You know, I used to spend everyday thinking about you and dreaming about you. And every time you walked by I lost myself. Do you know what that feels like? You couldn’t possibly know what it feels like to have that person not have the same feelings back. Look, I’m sorry if you miss the way I looked at you, but I don’t miss the way you never looked at me. -Dawson's Creek

I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn’t know you had inside you. And it doesn’t matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends… you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he’ll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you’ll go somewhere new. And you’ll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade. -The Holiday

I write the love letters you never got, the ones you never sent. And I'll throw these words out there like confetti at the wedding you and I never had. - I Wrote This For You

I'm just going crazy.

I'm sure I've felt this way before...but it's wierd.

I've been needing this. An iPhone can do most things...but I can't write a xanga entry.

Christmas was wonderful. I got more than I deserved, but not everything I wanted. Cause I'm selfish.

New Year's was...interesting. Fun. I loved it. But different.

I think...I'm doomed. Romantically that is. I mean...I seem to be going around in circles. It is the most frustrating thing ever.

This week will be my last week of tiger tunes. Ever.

I can't even comprehend that.

This has been the strangest semester of my life.

I seriously think that if McCain wins this presidential election I will lose all faith in our country.

I hope the government doesn't read my xanga.